finally it's 2009 already, the buffalo year (is it?haha).
was really exciting for this new year. New Year, New Life, New stories and definitely must be New Person as well. not really that new since i Love who I am already but i think i wanna change the way my heart works this year. i wanna wash away the old pain specially caused by my deary ex-besties, thinking positive ahead and start believing that miracles do happen in its own misterious way and that life has already had its own path for everyone. so im pretty much exciting bout this new year, hopefully this is a great start and this year will be a great one.
anyway, as always, celebrating new years eve only means more food to consume and to fattening me even more!, more drinks to get you drunk, ice cream!, stupid games with of course even more weirdo punishment, FIREWORKS and above all that, a time to sit and talk and decide what kind of new year's resolution we'd like to have for this year.
location: qyu's place ( where else could we be beside here,where things are cheaper and freedom to do lunatic acts even when mum's is around!haha basecamp of the dream man!u should come and hang out. we're having soft opening soon....)
mother elephant, big old bear, tiny lil monkey, fatty panda.
owh, i decide to put the same pic as my blog main frame up there, so that everyone know how i love my animal famz so much! :) nothing better than elephant, bear, panda and monkey sitting together and having those penetration chat all night long. haha.
so our new year's eve journey was started from 5pm. where we started to make those pudding and fla plus a very yummy pancake.
it's a bit blur but the thing that dea makes is the pudding soon to be.
since idil is a GUY so we decided to use his manpower to stir the adonan instead of using mixer that we dont have.
u'll need fresh milk and flour plus 3 awesome gals to create a blasting pancake!haha
desert was done!then we continue to the main course. these instant chefs decided to make pasta2 for the night. spaghetti and penne are really delicious.
tomato sauce yumm!hey, mba ta has arrived!!
penne with meaty...hmm,human meat is the best!haha it's red and fleshy...
this is the very fresh from the open result from the awesomely cute instant chefs.
Roof time!!!
animaly famz..
animaliez in pahlawan bertopeng mode!or in thai dancer mode?ah,whatever..we're in crazee mode definitely!haha
bonbin gank bank member baru pulang dugem dari zook club tepat diatas qyu's club.
guess where?!?!
in the end, new year always leads us to an obligation of creating a resolution. me myself is totally clueless about it. well,im not a well planned person as usual, but this year is special, at least i wanna make it special.
so here are things i managed to squeeze ot from my head.
New Years resolution:
.berbakti (sama Tuhan, Kakek.....udah deh kayaknya.)
.have a new life! too many details on this but working with a paying salary is the simple desription of it.
.move on! no more unforgiveness pain unless the dhedeyn one,ok i mite not move on easily on this.
.get that particular desire of having boyfriend or at least someone to be serious with. man,am i that pathetic?i want a desire and not the person yet. shit, ive been frozen too long already to even have the intention to have bf!
okay,so after eating, drinking too much, sending idil home and a long way journey with people peeing freely at the sidewalk (yucks!), me, qyu, dea having this stupid pillow conversation. it was supposed to be a heart to heart convy, but it was already near 4am and all our eyes were just really heavy that we even talked with our eyes closed. i forgot what was the whole conversation about, i rememberedthat fatty qyu slept first then i couldnt tahan myself to sleep too and i think dea is the last. she still mumbling bout something im not sure what. hehe.
i think, so far this new year is great, not too many people at last, the less the sexier remember? :P
gonna miss this kinda thing so much after this, coz i believe this year, each of us will be separated in ways and distance. and this kinda thing might be difficult to do in the future. however, i know oe thing for sure, my heart, qyu's heart, dea's heart, none of it will change the way we feel about each other no matter what. there will be time where we wont be seeing each other too much anymore but our heart bounded always. im sure we're gonna miss qyu's house, the birthdays we usually celebrated together, the chat and laugh and tears and everything w used to do together. the sitting down in one place talking bout how our life has change and how we want to be a much better person, the gossip about those freakin idiot people, specially those time where we try really hard to meet even just for 5 minutes coz we realize that it's been too long yet it's just 1 day ago we met and we miss each other too much already.
there are just too much stories too tell for this almost 5 years we've been together. 5 years!and it's already feel like forever. people come and go, stories tell and told. SHIT!im crying now and i know i wont be able to stop it.
having the thought of me leaving here anytime soon is freakin sad. it's been a TOTAL BLESS to meet them. 2 souls to mate mine.
one day, when we all move on an distance is bent in front of us, ill be crying again knowing i miss those sad and joy moment very much!!
and in the end...
here's us..
the final three musketeers!
only with them i can faithfully say BESTFRIEND FOREVER.
I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!
it's morning and dea left home already, and u know what?i miss last nite so much now. i miss 'em already and though i know how stupid it is, I wish one day we will never grown apart and nothing will change from what we have now. it's a promise.
here's a song that stuck in my head lately and i wanna dedicate this song for those mate of mine..
See the sunrise
Know it's time for us to pack up all the past
And find what truly lasts
If everything has been written, so why worry, we say
It's you and me with a little left of sanity
If life is ever changing, so why worry, we say
It's still you and I with silly smile as we wave goodbye
And how will it be? Sometimes we just can't see
A neighbor, a lover, a joker
Or a friend you can count on forever?
How happy, how tragic, how sorry?
The sun's still up and life remains a mystery
So, would it be nice to sit back in silence?
Despite all the wisdom and the fantasies
Having you close to my heart as I say a little grace
I'm thankful for this moment cause
I know that you
Grow a day older and see how this sentimental fool can be
When she tires to write a birthday song
When she thinks so hard to make your day
When she's getting lost in all her thoughts
When she waits a whole day to say...
"I'm thankful for this moment cause I know that I
Grow a day older and see how this sentimental fool can be
When he ache his arms to hold me tight
When he picks up lines to make me laugh
Whan he's getting lost in all his calls
When we can't wait to say : "I love you'."
If everything has been written down, so why worry, we say
It's you and me with a little left of sanity
anyway,
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009 everyone!
may this year brings many new hopes and better things in life ahead. amin!
semangat!
:)
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